this & that.

u don’t say u miss her when u even forget her birthday.

u don’t say u miss her just because u are boring.

u don’t.

it is freaking annoying!

i’m not sure whether i call this homesick or what. maybe. right now, i’m so so so lazy to do my FYP. not an easy topic i guess. so many things to do. so many things to think of. most often, i think of the future. what i will be after graduating? will i have job soon? ohh my. i really hope that i’ll pass the interview with PETRONAS soon. at this crucial time, many people cross my mind. mama, papa, uwien, gab, su, lucy, amir, aen, wani, lilah, syaza, farah & etc… oh the little ones.. alia & camilya… i miss them a lot. somehow, whenever spending time with them, all my worries went away. life never been easy right. u gain something, u lose something.

i had known this one friend of mine. she used to talk bad about other friends of ours. it did not make me realize she could talk bad on me too. pappp!!! she did. once she did that, there is no way for me to be close to her anymore. just not worth it. not worth my time. hati orang kan. others are not aware. di luar je nampak baik, tutup aurat. di dalam Allah saja yang tahu keburukannya. good for me, Allah nak tunjukkan. seriously. i know a way better what kind of friend she is & the real her di sebalik tudung tu. hypocryte. sorry babe. i don’t tolerate hypocryte. in front of others, u may act merryful & friendly. bajet baik & bagus la konon. bogus people. u don’t kid me. doesn’t work. what goes around comes around bebeh.